Words that could fill oceans

It makes my heart hurt to think of how stuck everyone is including myself in this room with no help I'm just trying to get away and follow my dreams just trying not to let it all bust at the seams.. Just wanna focus on the music focus on making it and how to use it, to tell a story or just to vent my emotions, enough words to fill oceans but I have to find someone to listen and my music will find what hearts to live in what minds to change what eyes to make stray to the way they're meant to look. At first it's strange but after your shook you can't stand still and wanna move it until you've felt like you proved it